| A sad day in the world of Olya :( |
[Aug. 8th, 2008|02:45 am] |
Here i am sitting alone in a room. Feeling worst then dirt i hate my life and nothing is going right except for my school work but that's a given i think. I just don't' feel loved or even wanted but just a week a got i was feel bliss and happiness with my friends back home. why is life so different every ware i go? I love the people back home my friends my family. I've made a couple of friends down here but most of them just disappointing me and i screw them over not on purpose simply because i didn't know any better. The world spins round everyday and i keep living a and breathing. Watching people make friends ship that they pretend to have or maybe they do you never really can tell who will back stab who next month or day? I thought i was a good friend apparently i'm not. OR maybe the people i thought where my friends really weren't ever my friends and now i'm just lost and confused of what to do next. So i seek some advice from some unknown sources they tell me some thing that make me feel better maybe for the day or the next couple of days i dont' know? I miss my home and friends where life was always sweet and good times i love talking to them all day and i always felt like they always listened. This made life seem worth livign made me feel glade to be alive. I'm trying my hardest to make good friends but most of them i find are on the other end and i can't figure out why that is. SO I'll just keep on looking for a way to live on the next day but i guess i could use some advice or something. That's all i really have lest to think inside my head this helped me out to get this out of my mind so that's why i wrote it down. I've got to go to bed got class way to early tomorrow. Bye. |
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| Life Sucks |
[May. 22nd, 2008|10:32 pm] |
I thought my life was going pretty greeat until my best friend failed from the scool that we where going to. THen ever sense then everything has been going down hill. I thought i liked this who rejected me and said he liked one of my new friends. WHoreally doesn't even like him cause she likes this other guy. So yeah i was hurt about that. I failed a class so i thought but the grades where messed up and i might not have failed. I havn't had a chance to talk to the teacher about it cause i'm in school half the time i can talk to him. It's so stupid. I don't know who to trust and who is really my firend or not sigh. Yeah so life sucks and isn't going that great hopefullhy it should be going better but i don't know not for right now and that's for sure. :(. Well ttyl guys. Sorry it's such a downer post. |
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